Being Irresponsible

I haven't been visiting my own blog for weeks!! Guess there is no point giving excuses that I was busy with my own stuff, but now is the perfect excuse to be here - it's 6.45am, work starts at 9 and I haven't slept. Spent whole night turning around the bed, trying not to think about project assignments, about computers, about shitty on-call customers, in the end it gets difficult trying to think of not thinking about it and gets me nervous. I can sense that I have been breathing unnaturally heavy, and making my stomach full of air which in makes...

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Season Over

this Game over. Goodbye. Not a goodnight's sleep tonight, while imagining random people on Facebook already celebrating MU 19th BPL title since we have shot ourselves again and giving them a helping hand to the cup. How the fuck can these things go wrong? If the goddamn ref wants to hold his goddamn whistle in his goddamn mouth, I'd rather keep the ball out of play rather than hugging someone, giving them nasty ideas and this is what you get: a late late 101th minute penalty. The ref himself is also the star of the show. 8 minutes of extra...

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Worst Case

March 2007I miss the days when I spend my mornings in front of PS2 or my PC playing games everyday. I still go out occasionally, but if it is not movies/exercise, then it is just going out playing games with friends at cyber cafe. That was when I had completed my STPM and it was holidays for 4-5 months. Those days, even if I didn't get into my preferred university, worst case is there's always college. March 2010 I miss the days when I have only 2 days of class every week, and all I have to worry about was my FYP. Then on those days with no...

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